I am your Queen

Hello I am BlueSoul Thanks for taking the time to read my profile

I Believe in being Open and Honest So here go's

First of i am transgender (M2F) and have just started HRT (9 mouths). This site was recommend and so far it look like it mite be the right place. So more about me and y i am here. I have severe/extreme social phobia and anxiety.
So find it hard to meet people/go out as a result i have lived a very lonely life with very little contact with other people both physically and emotionally (It has been that way since puberty I am 36 so 20 or so years now). I have been
interested/curious about (so very curious about) Friendship, Relationship and Sex. When i was in my early 20s i did not think much of it but the last 10 or so years i have been trying hard to go out and find/get Friends, Relationship or Sex. But with the extreme anxiety i have not even got close to find any of it. Have not ever been touched by anyone no hugs no kisses no intimacy not even being touched in general. Living without human connection is unhealthy and is damaging to ones mental health. as a result i now have depression and no confidence I have came close to suicide more than once. (but in a much better place now and ready to live life).

Y i am here
What i am looking for or hoping for from this site.
...I am ready to start exploring and learning it all.. . Looking for Friendship and/or Relationship. So really just looking for same one to bring me out off my shell and give me same confidence. Any one really, I am Gynesexual/Gynephilic – attracted to woman, females, and/or femininity

Just Looking for someone to touched and cuddling me . I do need same sort of human connection or contact.
Looking for Friendship and/or relationship.

When it came to Friendship / Relationship I Go by No Secrets No Lies and lots of communicate

....Please ask me any question i am very open person....

Thank You for Reading and hope to here from you soon ooxxox