65 yrs old Straight Divorced Transgendered

Crossdresser who loves to dress in womens feminine clothes. I love the feel of nylon panties , slips and stockings and the way a dress swirls around you. I feel so relaxed when I dress - also makes me really horny. There is nothing like a hard cock popping out of a sexy pair of panties. I do not dress publically only in the privacy of home. Have definite feminine submissive tendencies so can accommodate if required. Willing to do most things for a suitable partner. I am finding my way on this. I need to be opened gently - please!