im board and lonely

im looking for someone for a long term relationship im honest reliable loyal young at heart had a bit of a hard life but love to spoil my partner and family to me always first only been in long term relationships shotest since young 4 years whom i have a 3 year old child to been seperated over a year and getting tired of waking up alone going to sleep alone and life just aint the same when u dont have a partner i feel so if this sounds like you and 38 to 50 and energetic cos sometimes i get we bit manic lol love pleasing cuddling and loyalty not a bad cook and a we drink here and there and still shy at my good old age