Not looking for love

I am a 52 year old that has just come out of a relationship where there has been a lot of hurt. I've been scorned to many times to look for love. Tbh I'm looking for someone to be my hurdle to get over him. He needs to move on and live his life and I need to let him. I am a bit of a risk taker if im allowed to be, I want to learn how to ride a bike,that would make my whole year. I would preferably like someone my own age, who likes the outdoors and a bit of an adventure, like sleeping in the car and on the beach type if thing. Im good with animals and kids lol. I'm fun loving and have a dry sense of humor. I smoke but I don't drink. I work hard so need someone to relax with at the end if the day, I am living in kumeu, but ultimately will be moving back to whangaparaoa