Looking, very lonely - no family

I have been a Caregiver for 25 years , now free from my ex-Wife , Late Brother, Late Mother and Late Father - kept them in the Family Home, where they wanted to be . I have almost forgotten how to enjoy myself and also am dealing with chronic pain & PTSD allied with a moderate disability due to job related injuries, Traumatic Brain Injuries & the effects of Medical Misadventure from Medical Professionals mistakes- far too many ! I enjoy soft sensual massage , which gives me some limited relief from my pain . - after Medical Misadventure. I can still come. I would like to try Frottage . I am totally shaven. I am currently evaluating and re--assessing my entire sexual outlook and opinions - I am in a time of flux . In these uncertain times and these screwed up times , where nothing is constant and everything seems to be a constant of changes, nothing remains the same forever . I hate the world that has allowed this Covid endemic into it and cast a curse onto life as we know it - I will not pass my opinion further than to say that there are those I wish Karma on bigtime for it - nuff said . Our relatively settled and peaceful world is no more , unfortunately and sadly . Take care out there . I am double-vaxxed , DDF , am clean , discrete and have a GSOH ( without a sense of humour we are stuffed !) I am a very compassionate, caring person .
My interests include travelling, computers, motorcycles and m/cycle racing . I have been the victim of Medical Misadventures ( several!),Tragedies ,was O/dosed on Morphine Medically, Severe Opiode Narcosis and am battling with ACC over my claim . I hate ACC, their Management/Policies and Insurance Organisations with some vitriol and regard it as my life' work to inform Kiwi's of how badly & brutaly the Public are treated by ACC - whose M.O seems to be to lie, to assess and re-assess ( using biased assessor's ad nauseum until claimants give up and go away ( or Top themselves )and save ACC's budget/profitability. Although ther