Looking for hot fun and friends

I am a guy who would prefer to be a girl. Unfortunately I've left it a little late to go down that track now I think. Still I try to be as feminine as I can where possible. Other than that I live my life in public as a straight guy to most who know me. This is of course as far from the truth as could possibly be. I can be a little shy at first, but once I feel comfortable and open up...look out! I'm very kinky and eager to explore and prefer people who like things a bit out of the norm ;)