Wanting my very own bottom/cd/male that is willing to discreetly and privately let me use them be my first and use you for hours to make me feel all filthy and wrong

I'm a top that's yearning for a willing bottom to have my filthy way with. Not into pain or anything like that but searching for a blowjob ass eating machine that gets turned on knowing their going to be my first and they want to help me make my first experience AMAZING and is completely aware that I'm going to spend hours using you to make me feel all dirty and wrong inside knowing that I after feeling you slowly pushing my little cock down your throat until I explode inside you that I want you to hold me inside your mouth long after I've cum before and when I'm ready I want to climb on your face and spread my ass cheeks wide apart and letting you show me how it feels having my ass gently being licked and sucked out while I'm squirming and wriggling my ass down on your mouth before I grab your head pushing my cock down your throat so I can feel you pulling the piss from deep inside me while my cocks throbbing and you feel my muscles clenching knowing that it makes me want to start pushing until I'm empty